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[daliahn]

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[lowyn.insanejournal.com]

and I still dunno who my... cam is. tell me more!

[daliahn.insanejournal.com]

He's... the guy I'm 😍 about. ~cwar. he's the coolest.

[lowyn.insanejournal.com]

isn't that the best feeling???

[daliahn.insanejournal.com]

It's pretty good. Although it makes me feel kind of creepy and nervous.

[lowyn.insanejournal.com]

creepy and nervous are kind of accurate, I was such a stalker at first. like loving longingly from dark corners, killing flowers, sniffing his shirts kind of thing and then it's like god why is this happening to me

[daliahn.insanejournal.com]

yeah, it's kind of like that, although he tries to tell me I'm not creepy at all.

[lowyn.insanejournal.com]

bent and i talk about these feelings of creepiness and why we feel like we are seen this way even though we know there's like a huge love bubble surrounding us. it's like love is too much for us, we have to balance it.

[daliahn.insanejournal.com]

Like when you want to kill cute things?

[lowyn.insanejournal.com]

YES, THAT'S IT

[daliahn.insanejournal.com]

That...makes sense. I will be sharing this theory, probably.

[lowyn.insanejournal.com]

sometimes we say we want to kill each other instead of i love you because there's too much joy idk what would happen if we kept going. he's way better at these discussions than i am

[daliahn.insanejournal.com]

That is weirdly super poetic. And yeah, I know that feeling. That is pretty much everybody re: me lol.

[lowyn.insanejournal.com]

you remind me of him in a strange and familiar way. like your sense of humor and the way you kind of seem to have no filter, you say whatever's on your mind.

[daliahn.insanejournal.com]

I think I'm going to choose to take that as a compliment?